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So....
Anyone here know how hard it is to become a hermit? Because I'm seriously considering it.
It's got to be better to consciously decide to be alone, and never expect anyone rather than expect people and be disappointed and hurt by it.
I'm the type of person who's nice. I go out of my way to help people and try and be nice, but I really have to think about changing all that, because I put other peoples needs before mine, and really, sometimes that just comes back to bite you in the ass. I try to be there, and be understanding, and make sure that everyone is happy, even if it puts me out and then I end up with second best, or if I do try and get what I want I end up alone.
God I spent half the evening mentally writing this post; in great detail. Now I'm just to upset and tiered, and wow, still have things for other people to get done, so don't really have time. So instead you get this vague cranky post.
It's got to be better to consciously decide to be alone, and never expect anyone rather than expect people and be disappointed and hurt by it.
I'm the type of person who's nice. I go out of my way to help people and try and be nice, but I really have to think about changing all that, because I put other peoples needs before mine, and really, sometimes that just comes back to bite you in the ass. I try to be there, and be understanding, and make sure that everyone is happy, even if it puts me out and then I end up with second best, or if I do try and get what I want I end up alone.
God I spent half the evening mentally writing this post; in great detail. Now I'm just to upset and tiered, and wow, still have things for other people to get done, so don't really have time. So instead you get this vague cranky post.
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Last year, I felt a bit dizzy after doing a drinking game. But we were at home, so it was okay,
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Actually they weren't very good. It was more of a quantity vs. quality thing.
The coolest fireworks I've ever seen was at this show the local casino puts on, where they have groups from all over the world come and compete. The fire works go on for like an hour, and they set them to music. I heard that it's a couple million dollars a night worth of fireworks.