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So....
Anyone here know how hard it is to become a hermit? Because I'm seriously considering it.
It's got to be better to consciously decide to be alone, and never expect anyone rather than expect people and be disappointed and hurt by it.
I'm the type of person who's nice. I go out of my way to help people and try and be nice, but I really have to think about changing all that, because I put other peoples needs before mine, and really, sometimes that just comes back to bite you in the ass. I try to be there, and be understanding, and make sure that everyone is happy, even if it puts me out and then I end up with second best, or if I do try and get what I want I end up alone.
God I spent half the evening mentally writing this post; in great detail. Now I'm just to upset and tiered, and wow, still have things for other people to get done, so don't really have time. So instead you get this vague cranky post.
It's got to be better to consciously decide to be alone, and never expect anyone rather than expect people and be disappointed and hurt by it.
I'm the type of person who's nice. I go out of my way to help people and try and be nice, but I really have to think about changing all that, because I put other peoples needs before mine, and really, sometimes that just comes back to bite you in the ass. I try to be there, and be understanding, and make sure that everyone is happy, even if it puts me out and then I end up with second best, or if I do try and get what I want I end up alone.
God I spent half the evening mentally writing this post; in great detail. Now I'm just to upset and tiered, and wow, still have things for other people to get done, so don't really have time. So instead you get this vague cranky post.
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Dude, that program is confusing me even more than Premiere is. -.-; I keep thinking there just has to be a vid community for noobs like us, doesn't there? *hands* So far vidding for me has consisted mostly of struggling with programs and reading tons of unhelpful guides. *sighs*
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Dude, that program is confusing me even more than Premiere is. -.-;
I... don't actually find Premiere that hard. It scared me for a while, but once I actually figured it out it was really simple.
Granted I'm using Premiere Elements which has no where near as much extras and shit. Granted it's being bitchy right now and freezing up my computer...
If you want to ask some questions about Premiere though, I'd be happy to help. I could probably send you a copy of the version I'm using now, and do up a little tutorial if you'd like (although I don't know how far you are in vidding/how stuck you are on Premiere....)