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paraka ([personal profile] paraka) wrote2007-12-11 03:23 pm

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I really wish there were more podfics out there. I do a lot of paperwork at work that doesn't really require much thought, so listen to them while working. I've downloaded pretty much everything from [livejournal.com profile] sgapodfic and listened to it at least twice. Which is why, I'm currently at work, listening to the most recently posted fic, which is John/Elizabeth.

Man, nothing against the author (really really, this is all me) but I'm having a lot of trouble listening to it. I just... can't take John/Elizabeth seriously. In fact I have trouble taking John/Anyone-but-Rodney seriously. I think I've been reading McShep too long to be able to read anything else. I only started reading McShep because there was so much of it (and so many of the writers were *good*), I actually started out reading McBeck, but I think I finally have to admit to myself that I am a McShep fan.

Also, after all this time, it's kind of hard to go back to het. I've been reading slash for... 4 years now.

God I'm bored at work right now. There's *nothing* to do! I think I'm going to shuffle some papers and look busy.

[identity profile] edenmalfoy.livejournal.com 2007-12-11 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Het is sooo boring. lol ^_^

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2007-12-12 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
Word on more podfic, seriously. There's so much good stuff out there and so little of it is being turned into audio.

And then readers are another issue entirely. There's one reader I lovelovelove, but I think she's read maybe two fics. And there are two readers I dislike who have read some of my favorite fics. And then there's the lack of gen and blah blah rantycakes but yes. Yes to all of it.

Do you have an opinion on Katie/Rodney, by the way?

Audiofic

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2007-12-14 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
I mean, there are so many people in fandom who can't write or do graphics and *wish* that there was something they could contribute, and here! Here's you're perfect chance! Everyone can talk!

Yes, exactly! And it's a fun way to be a part of fics you really like. You may not have been involved in the original creative process, but you can certainly contribute to the creative process of reading it. I don't quite know why it hasn't caught on more. There must be some fandom demographic we're missing, since the Due South and SPN people seem to have jumped on the bandwagon as well and Due South is a much smaller fandom. Or it could be just the intimidation factor. There are a few fics out there I'd like to take a shot at reading (although I don't know if I'd enjoy listening to myself read -- I haven't tried that yet with someone else's work), but I'm a bit too intimidated to ask. I don't know if that holds true across the board.

Seriously, everything should be beta'd, audio fics included. It's perfectly understandable that you've never used dishabille in a day to day conversation, and have therefore never had to say it aloud, but you should still pronounce it *correctly* if you're going to record yourself saying it.

Yes to this as well. I had a horrible mispronunciation on one of my first audio fics that I didn't know was a mispronunciation for months. I'm still horribly embarrassed by it and have even contemplated taking my audio fics down because that made me really insecure. I don't know why I'm far more insecure about reading something I wrote than posting something I wrote, but I am.

Word word word on editing and accents. I haven't really heard anyone who can do a good Zelenka accent, so most people are probably better off leaving well enough alone. An oddly accented line can throw me out of the whole story. The flip side of that is that if the author's written Zelenka in article free dialect, it's hard to get the rhythm of his speech across without the accent.

Also, it gets me how sometimes people will post fics in which they've stumbled over their words and leave it in.

Hackbenjamin, omg. I try not to call her out by name, but she ruined the grocery store one and the dancing one for all of fandom because no one will ask to make another copy of those and her reading is horrible. Drives me crazy. Multiple takes are your friend. They really, really are.

And while we're talking about pet peeves, here's one of mine: volume. General Jinjur is the only reader I've come across who shouts when the characters are shouting and whispers when the characters are whispering. That one flat volume found in most readings just doesn't work for me. And there was one reader recently who sounded like she was trying to read quietly -- other people in the house, maybe? -- and instead the whole gen fic sounded like phone sex. It was so odd. And it was a fic I really liked, too.

I'm definitely going to check out Them Other Boys Don't Know How To Act, so thanks for the rec. I first read that fic when it was recced over at [livejournal.com profile] polyfandomrecs and I remember the reccer saying she couldn't get over the incongruous Lance Bass reference and now it drives me crazy as well. If I hadn't read that I don't think it would have been an issue, but now that fic will forever be The One With The Incongruous Lance Bass Reference.

If you wanted to rec some more audiofic, that would be awesome. I've avoided most of it because the NC-17 readings make me a little uncomfortable, but I willing to cover my ears during the naughty bits if it means more fic to listen to.

Also, sorry about the comment spam. It's email catch up time again. :)

Re: Audiofic Part II

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
And fandom, in a lot of ways, is like a school playground. There are the “cool kids” that the lurkers really admire...Fandom has a lot of really weird dynamics.
God, isn't that the truth. The cool kid analogy is so spot on and it's even more ridiculous online than it is in real life. In real life, you at least have a sense of the wider social dynamics: there's some shared sense of who's cool and who's not, who's in and who's out. Online, I think we're largely missing that shared consensus. Sometimes I think that translates as seeing groups as more insular than they really are and that keeps the out kids from being the in kids and perpetuates the cycle.

In a similar vein, I've always wished I had a flow chart for fandom to keep track of who gets along with whom. Sometimes I'll read Person A on my flist and they'll snark about Person B and I'll have forgotten that they didn't like each other. Or I'll forget who's on which side of what wank and get everyone all mixed up. Part of it is that I have a horrible memory for names (and there are some pairs of LJers that I'll forever get mixed up no matter what), but part of it is that fandom is so fast paced and transitory I just can't keep up. But that's another discussion entirely.

Oh, you have a podfic?
I have a few, yeah. There's a House fic (http://www.livejournal.com/community/podslash/6255.html) with that horrible mispronounciation, a CSI fic (http://www.livejournal.com/community/podslash/7780.html) that's somehow now missing its last two minutes when I swear it used to be complete, and an SGA fic (http://paradise-city.us/lj/podslash/Less%20With%20Longing%20Than%20Wonder.mp3) I took down because I really didn't like the reading. It was more an experiment than anything else, trying to figure out what kind of reading voice I have so I'd know what sort of fics I'd be best suited to read. It's all been for naught, really, since I've never actually gotten around to finishing recording or asking someone for permission to record their fic. Like my website, I think it'll always stay an experiment.

And why I’d feel really awkward about going up to an author that doesn’t know me and asking before I record. I figure if I have at least some of it recorded that I can send with my original request they can make an informed decision.
That's such a great idea, and it never even occurred to me. That's really the way to do it, though.

...just because of all the popslash out there (I never read it, but I assumed that people just slashed the whole group).
Dear god. I don't even want to think about all the hours I wasted reading fics just like that. It was its own genre and it was completely ridiculous. Not as ridiculous as all the LOTR orgy fic, but pretty close.

I’m *really* surprised that I was able to read NC-17 bits without it even being an issue. I think fandom has desensitized me.
Gah, it's a huge issue for me. It's my own issue that I'm hypersensitive to anything that's vaguely lesbian but aside from that, it takes a particular voice to read porn. I've heard good porn and bad porn, and oftentimes someone who reads a great Rodney can't read great porn. I don't know if it's two different skill sets or if it has more to do with the timbre of the reader's voice or what, but badly read porn just squicks me. I think I'm learning to fast forward, thought. And speaking of recs, I don't need them -- I've decided to just go through the podfic comm and download all of it for at least one listen and toss out the really bad readings. I don't know how far I'll get -- so far I've spent more time trying to figure out what I don't like the Nantucket AU series than actually listening to the series (or anything else, for that matter).

Swear to god, I never think I have this much to say about anything until I start commenting with you. :)

Re: Audiofic Part II

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
In fandom though, there are the BNFs, who often try and act surprised or modest when you call them on it.
I think that's one of my least favorite aspects of fandom. Someone on my flist used an economic model for fandom hierarchy and pointed out that what makes someone a BNF is often some sort of service to fandom. From that point of view, BNFdom is their paycheck. You can accept that paycheck without having to fake modesty about it -- you do top quality work, you get a top quality salary. A lot of people in town know who the doctors and lawyers are, so it's kind of pointless pretending your paycheck isn't as large as everyone knows it is. I suppose it's difficult on the other side, too -- BNFs tend to have a lot of actions and trends ascribed to them when perhaps they shouldn't be. I suppose it's hard for a pimp, even online.

Oh god, I just don't even try. I know that there's someone on my flist (you?) who doesn't like trinityofone and rageprufrock's writing? That wouldn't stop me from fangirling over them though.
Yep, that's me. And the flowchart comment was prompted by a friend's entry yesterday -- she's a recognizable name to me, so I always assume she aligns herself with the other recognizable names on my flist, when she's usually on the opposite side. It's so strange to read an anti-metafandom post from her when I assume she's pro-metafandom. It's the memory for names thing again.

how you'd go read a fic and suddenly the *entire* cast is gay. I notice it sometimes in SGA, but it's not that bad. It just doesn't work that way. *shakes head*
Oh, that drives me crazy. It's a huge pet peeve.

Relatedly, I read a lot of first time John/Rodney and what really irritates me is the way people often write Rodney as automatically assuming that (a) John is homophobic and (b) going to hit Rodney for revealing his feelings. I've been meaning to make a post about this forever because I don't understand where it comes from, but I've just been too lazy.

I feel uncomfortable talking about the kinds of fics I like to read, because of what they reveal about me.
Dear god, yes. Yesyesyes. Someone on my flist lost her John/Rodney bookmarks the other day and was asking for recs. I don't quite know what possessed me, but I offered to send her my John/Rodney bookmarks and afterward I thought, "God, I wonder what she thinks of me now." Probably nothing -- my bookmarks probably look like anyone else's. So I like biting -- big deal. Some people dig genderswap (which I'll never understand) or D/s or drugged!John or aliens made them do it, etc. etc. But I was still thinking, "Oh, no, she knows I like biting!" So ridiculous, but great food for thought. I should make a post about this too, at some point. I wonder if this self-consciousness is one of the reasons people shy away from discussing fic in general.

Re: Audiofic Part II

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
So people are genuinely surprised when they find themselves popular here.
I never really think about that. I mean, I know what kind of people populate the internet, but I tend to forget sometimes. That's a really good point, and I'd do well to keep that mind.

And I highly doubt that Lorne and Parrish are going to be offering gay sex tips to John, while Markham and Stackhouse make out in the hallway.
Which brings me to another point here -- I've always wondered how pairings like Markham/Stackhouse and Parrish/Lorne get off the ground. They have five second of screen time together and somehow develop their own slice of fandom. It's cool, but it boggles me completely.

But! He is very physical with McKay. He'll give him whacks and smacks if he thinks McKay is being stupid, he'll get right into his face if he's angry, and even hit things or grab him. So, if McKay is basing things off his various past experiences... it's not *that* far fetched.
And here you've made another excellent point. I was thinking about my brother when you brought this up. He's a teenager and pretty tolerant for someone who grew up in a fairly homophobic culture. He's even weathered being the option of a gay crush very well (better than I have, in fact, and I've got ten years on him). Despite all that, though, he'll still use slurs without really thinking about and while I know he's more tolerant than he might come across, I can see how someone could miss that. So yeah, your explanation for John holds a lot of water.

I still think I'll make a post about it, though -- probably after the holidays when everyone's back in Netville. I've even thought about taking it to metafandom, but I'm still not sure about that. I once accidentally stepped into a huge pile of wank in a metafandomesque comm and I'm always afraid of doing that again every time I post to a place I don't frequent.

Re: Reading Habits.

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2007-12-30 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Woman have never been open about sex the same way men are (not that we can't be plenty open in some ways), and to air to the world what it is we find sexy... it's a bit weird. We're not used to that. I had a girl on my flist make a post a while back about how she found it really odd and TMI when people would leave comments to fic saying "I'll be in my bunk now..."
That might have been me, actually. And if it wasn't, there's someone out there who shares my hang-up. Awesome. :)

I wonder if maybe it has to do with permission. It seems like guys don't really need permission to talk about sex -- they just do. Women, on the other hand, seem to need explicit permission for each different situation. For example, I had a friend who used to use the "I need a new pair of panties" line whenever she saw a hot guy or a nice car, just interject it into the middle of a non-sexual conversation and that always seemed inappropriate to me. But if I were have a sexually-centered conversation with her, it wasn't as inappropriate. Maybe that's the issue with the commenting and sharing thing: some people don't see that as an appropriate venue for sexual frankness, whereas other people do. And maybe that has a polarizing effect: the people who are comfortable with sexual frankness are quite happy to produce and talk porn wherever whenever, which might make the conservative fans even more conservative. Who knows.

I think another aspect of sharing fics, is, well, everyone has certain standards for reading...I'd sometimes talk to my room mate about the fics that I would read, and she'd often just look at me, and say "Oh Lindsay." and "Why do you read stuff like that?"
I totally get that. I always feel that if I were to share my reading choices, I'd have to defend them for any number of reasons. "Yes, serious fic is really very good and I'm sure I'm missing out on a lot by never having read [insert serious epic here], but I just don't like sad stories" or "Yes, I know [insert schmoopy OOC fic] is kind of ridiculous, but sometimes I just like the idea of the characters and not their actual representation," etc. etc. I know fandom isn't entirely made up of snooty acafans, but I forget that sometimes.

Also, since you have a nice list all ready, would you show me the favourites that you shared with your friend?
I don't know if you still want it, but if you do, let me know. And allow me to defend my choices here: there's a lot of porn on there because (a) it's hard for me to find good gen fic and (b) I like stories with sex not necessarily for the sex, but because there seems to be more on the line emotionally when sex is involved. I'm not a dirty, dirty porn whore and even if I were, that would totally be okay. Or something.

Re: Reading Habits.

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2008-01-07 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
Someone on my flist made a post bitching about [info]xanthelj and her Coming Home fic...

Gah. I think we've covered this already, but I have so much love for that fic. She gave great Rodney, and he's one of the hardest characters to pin down? How could anyone deny her props for that?

...and this coming from the fandom that made *penguin* fics a common trope.
And the genderfuck, god. I will never understand how Rodney being a GIRL is okay, but the Coming Home scenario is not.

Also, I will always and forever remember SGA fic as the one with the cat and the barista, the same way all Smallville fic can be boiled down to that one where Lex wore a corset. The things that stick in people's minds, I swear.

The bookmark list is coming your way via email. :)

Re: Rodney/Katie

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for explaining your thoughts so well. I asked just because I was curious, really. Jeannie's comment about Rodney asking Katie to marry him seemed to come a bit out of left field, but I didn't really see anyone mention it in their episode reviews. And I knew you'd have something interesting to say about it. You hit on a lot of my issues with them (their difference in temperament, my god) and it was interesting to read someone else's opinion.

Also, if you don't mind me asking, what kind of work do you do?

Re: Rodney/Katie

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2007-12-16 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
And yeah, it weird that more people aren't talking about it.
I guess the John storyline really overshadowed Rodney's potential for wedded bliss, and with good reason. JF really knocked that one out of the park.

Your job sounds cool! I've worked on and off in a hospital for a couple of years on the clerical side of things and we always get catalogs for some of the strangest things. The practice trauma dummies were probably my favorite, because they sell them with super size bags of trauma: 50 free lacerations and 12 free bullets with an upgrade to Timmy Trauma! It's ridiculous and morbid, but totally entertaining. Probably not as cool as albino corn seeds, though. I never even know those existed.