I'm *such* an email junkie. I think I really got into the habit of it though, when I had my old school account, and if I left that alone for a few days, I'd end up with hundreds of e-mails on multiple pages. Now I have a decent spam catcher, and gmail groups conversations together, so even if I am gone a while, I come back and it at least doesn't look too bad.

I think (I hope, *crosses fingers*) that I'm over it now. But yeah, it totally sucks. I'm not sure if it's better or worse now that I can recognize what these feelings are. I'm sure I felt like this before, but I only really started to relate what these moods were after I spent a year really depressed. At first I thought I only got depressed when things in my life stressed me out, but then I moved to China, where there was pretty much zero stress, and I'd still have times when these feelings would come over me.
I think this mood caught me by surprise, because it had been so long since I've felt like this.