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paraka ([personal profile] paraka) wrote2008-01-09 10:28 pm

Fic Reading Habits

So, I've been talking in a couple places to [livejournal.com profile] paradise_city about fanfic, and our preferences.
The thing is, I'm not really comfortable talking about which fics I like, and which ones I don't. To some extent, I don't like leaving *comments* to fics, because then people will *know* I read it. It doesn't matter if it's the fandoms latest *hit* that already has 8 pages of comments, or if I'm the first to leave a comment (and it's been up for a month) it makes me nervous. I have to be in a very specific mood, or be affected by a fic in a very specific way before I leave a comment. And yes, I feel shame over this. Especially considering how much of a feedback whore I am.

But it comes down to not feeling comfortable having people know what fics I read; what type I enjoy. Because sometimes? The fandom's latest hit just doesn't impress me, or one that I just couldn't stop reading? I know other people would mock. Also, I read a lot of kink fic, and I'm kind of freaked out about what those fics reveal about me.

It also feels weird to admit that I hardly read any fics with ratings less than NC-17. When you say things like that, it sounds like you're just there for the sex, and really, most of the time I'm *not.* I skim sex scenes a lot, and hardly ever read PWPs, but won't read a longer one that doesn't have a high rating. I was talking on a com about this (ok, it was a com about how author's rate their fic, and how there's no reason for us to under rate it, but this came up), and someone said that they do that too, because it generally guarantees that the main couple get together (even if it's only temporary), and sex often conveys a level of intimacy that she's searching for. I think that's sort of it for me. I want for there to be a certain lever of intimacy in my fics (and I like my subtext textual, so I look for ones with sex).

Anyways, wandering off topic here, but I wanted to ask:
How comfortable are you with sharing your reading habits?
Are there any fics out there that you like/dislike, but are hesitant to admit it?


I always have anon comments available on my LJ, so feel free to use it, but I'm really interested in hearing people's responses to these questions. :)

[identity profile] anoel.livejournal.com 2008-01-10 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I think I'm pretty comfortable sharing my reading habits but it's not something I volunteer, much like being in fandom to people in RL. I will say that I almost always read NC-17 and it's partly for the sex but the intimacy is definitely one of the most important parts, that feeling of deep connection you often find there and I'm more able to get an emotional response. I like finding stuff I wouldn't see in the source text and sex between guys usually isn't one of them. I'd be a bit more hesitant sharing any kink fic I like but then again it's fandom which is generally pretty accepting of most things. I'm fine with leaving comments to anything because I assume that either no ones reading besides the author or that readers have already read the story and don't mind it. In the end, who cares what you read, fandom's there for you to explore everything there is.

[identity profile] equusentric.livejournal.com 2008-01-10 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
I tend to go through bouts of not leaving feedback, because I'm lazy and everyone else's feedback is always more interesting than mine. I try to leave feedback for the more rare pairings to encourage the authors, but if a fic is really popular I often won't bother.

I am not ashamed of anything I read. I like what I like. Although, to be honest, I'm not ultra kinky, either. I will occasionally attempt to read something outside my comfort zone, either out of curiosity (some weird kink fic) or because of who wrote it (like the mpreg I managed to make myself finish--NEVER AGAIN), but not that often. There are also elements that I sometimes like in fic that I wouldn't in real life (like non-con). Also, if I don't like something, I'm not ashamed to admit it. Certain pairings really squick me, I can't stand mpreg , I'm not fond of most kidfic, etc.

I will admit that I'm a total intimacy junkie. My main reason for reading fic is for the emotional connection. I don't need actual sex as long as there is a strong emotional bond, but it's kind of a given that most fic with close emotion also has sex, which is why I don't read much genfic.

[identity profile] equusentric.livejournal.com 2008-01-11 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
HAHA well, I guess what I mean is that I don't do the hardcore kink...I like someone tied to the bed and teased until they beg, but not tied to the bed and beaten, or wrapped in cellophane and duct tape.

I don't dislike all kidfic. I generally like the QaF fic with Gus, but then he's a canon character. It's mostly just that I'm not overly fond of children in general, and don't identify with the "this child completes our life OMG" mentality of most kidfic. That said, I love the Farm in Iowa AU in SGA. It really all depends on the author and whether or not the kids are unrealistically precocious. As for mpreg, it's just totally EEW! to me. Like scat and water sports.

perfect characterizations aren't necessarily on the top of my list of what makes fic good.

I agree. I tend to be more of a stickler for characterization in canon fic than I am in AUs, but I can give a bit of leeway as long as the deviation isn't extreme, because everyone's interpretation of a character is slightly different. Now, if something is too off, like dialogue that a character would never say in any realistic interpretation of canon, then it'll throw me clean out of a fic, but otherwise I can be a bit bendy.

There are a lot of fics that "people in the know" have gone "Pfft!" at that I really like, and fic that others have gone apenuts over that I didn't particulary care for. To each their own, I reckon.
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[identity profile] munchkinofdoom.livejournal.com 2008-01-10 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
Hmmmmm. I'm a fic junkie, and use fic (and to some degree the source media itself) as a roller coaster. Which is why I'm fine with kink, rape-fic, apocalyptic!fic and dark!fic. I want fic to make me feel, even if that reaction is a shiver up my spine.

So I tend to go for long fic, with at least an R rating. I will generally only read drabbles from writers I know and who know that I've seen it. That way I'm guilted into reading and leaving feedback. *veg*

I hate AU's. High school, wild west, non-stargate SGA. Can't stand them. I read fic for more of what I see on the screen or read in the book. I am a genre junkie and will pick up a novel if I want something else. I don't want John, Rodney, Don Eppes etc as faces pasted onto another body.

And finally... because I can talk under wet cement and am not sure i've actually answered your questions... I'm better at leaving feedback than I was. LJ has done that to me. I feel guilty if someone who knows me writes something and I don't read it. Which means I have to tell them I've read it. Which means I have to leave feedback! But I tell them up front what I don't read. My N3 flisters know I only read gen and slash, so don't expect me to read or leave feedback for het.

I'm beginning to think I'm opinionated... *veg*

Edited because I can't type... *sigh*

Reading habits

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2008-01-10 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
I wonder how much of what we read has to do with (a) where we get our reading material and (b) what our friends read, both of which are linked. Personally, I'd love to read more SGA gen -- I love SGA gen. But I tend to get most of my links from rec lists, and most of the reccers I read lean toward NC-17 fic and away from gen fic. The same happens when people on my flist discuss fic they've read. I'm sure if I read more gen fic I'd have a better gen fic fan presence on my flist, but it's hard to get into that cycle.

As far as liking/disliking fics, there are some popular fics out there that don't really read as fic to me. The characters are just a bit too difficult to recognize as the written equivalent of their televised selves that it's easier (and more enjoyable) to read it more as original fic. For example, I had a really hard time getting into the Nantucket series. I think the authors are great and the stories appeal to my love of the everyday, mundane story, but those characters aren't John and Rodney to me. They're too sedate, too flat, completely missing that spark that really defines those characters. I didn't enjoy it at all as John/Rodney fic, but when I read it as fic with original characters who are have sort of John and Rodneyish personalities, it's much more enjoyable.

I think everyone has a set of traits that define their favorite characters. When those traits are contradicted or missing, it ruins that particular fic for that particular person, regardless of the quality of the work. I've never actually discussed that with anyone though, so it's just a pet theory, really.

Great post. Looking forward to reading more replies.

Re: Reading habits Response Part II

[identity profile] paradise-city.livejournal.com 2008-01-28 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Old comment, hi. Cleaning out email again. I'll try to keep the spam to a minimum.]

Mostly though, I want a fic to make me *feel*.
Yes, yesyesyes. I tend not to read a lot of angst because SGA's my happy fandom, but that one fic where Rodney cheated on John stayed with me. I think it was even written by one of those authors I don't like a lot, but the writing and the idea and...all of it, really. I still think about and I read it forever and a day ago. That fic in particular really made me feel and I really admire that.

I've been meaning to make some recs lately, and now I'll have do a little bit of thinking about the role the ability to feel a fic plays in reccing. Hmm. Thanks. :)

[identity profile] argosy.livejournal.com 2008-01-10 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
I read mostly NC-17 when I first got into fic, flush with the new joy of OMG, my boys doing it, and not just doing it, falling in looove. Which I think is what you're saying about sex and intimacy. But once I'd exhausted most of the NC-17 that was around then, I was more or less forced to read other ratings and found just as much looove.

Then I started writing fic and some of it was NC-17 because the smut was important to the fic, and some of it was lower-rated because no sex was needed to tell the story. And that made me even readier to read fic of all ratings. So now I try to more or less ignore ratings when choosing what to read. Unless I'm in the mood for a good sexin' up, that is, which frequently happens.

And after I exhausted all the good slash of the moment (hey I read a lot), and my fic addiction needed a fix bad, I had to read gen--it was all I could get my hands on. Better than nothing, I thought, but then I discovered how much amazing genfic there was out there, most times with just as much looove--just expressed differently.

And that is my evolution as a fic reader. Still haven't written any gen yet, but someday...

As for sharing my reading habits. Not in RL, no. Only a select few, by which I mean literally two, have any idea I'm in fandom. They would not get it. But in terms of what people on the internet think? I don't care. I have yet to run across the most filthy-disgusting-baby-eating story in fandom that I adore and no one else does. Because if that story is out there, and I do adore it, I know that fandom is such that other people adore it too, and a lot of them are less shy than me in saying so. I think fandom is an extremely accepting place, that's one thing I love about it.

I go through lurking periods, but I try my best to leave feedback. I don't give the best feedback, I know, but I also know that as a writer I might like the really detailed comments the best, but I treasure each and every one.


[identity profile] keewick.livejournal.com 2008-01-10 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
How comfortable are you with sharing your reading habits? Are there any fics out there that you like/dislike, but are hesitant to admit it?

Somewhat comfortable. I don't comment as much as I should in response to fic I like, but that has more to do with general laziness on my part than wanting to hide my fic taste from others. Like [livejournal.com profile] anoel said above, I tend to think that the only people who'd read my feedback and therefore know that I liked such and such a fic would be those that shared my appreciation of it so that's not something I really worry about.

But yeah, there are a lot of "classics" by BNFs in my various fandoms I would never admit to disliking 'cause I don't want to piss people off.

Rec'ing fic on the other hand is trickier. To be fair, I rarely rec fic on my lj, but when I do, it's always stuff I think is amazing, objectively speaking, never the crack!fic that I so enjoy.

I also shy away from lower rated fic and balk at gen-centric fic. Ironically enough, I don't really care for sex scenes that aren't preceded by a lot of PG type stuff beforehand because it's the build-up I love. I'm a sucker for first time fic, and always feel cheated if somehow the characters are already aware of their feelings for each other or fall into each other's arms by the second page.

Meanwhile, it took me forever to try the Retrograde Series in SGA fandom because I knew it was gen for like the first five books and that when the slash finally cropped up it'd be in the form of Rodney/John/Teyla which isn't really my cup o' tea. But when I buckled down and forced myself to give it a go, I totally fell in love with it. Same with that HP Sacrifices Series I told you about before wherein there's 3 and 1/2 massive books before the slash enters into it, and I was so sure that the AU premise and the fact that it'd take so long for the H/D stuff to start up would put me off, but in the end, it wound up being my very favorite fic series to date. So yeah, I'm inconsistent to the max.

[identity profile] keewick.livejournal.com 2008-01-12 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I think the last one she linked to publicly was one where everyone was *Turkeys*. That's just awesome.

I LOVED THAT FIC! It was even more amazing than my heretofore favorite penguin!McShep fics. :D

[identity profile] sunshineandrage.livejournal.com 2008-01-13 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
I tend not to comment either, but not because I don't want people to know what I'm reading, just because I'm too lazy. And of course I feel terribly guilty about that because I too am a comment whore. Another reason is that I usually read fics several days or weeks after they've been posted, and that always makes me feel awkward for some reason. It makes no sense whatsoever, but that's my little pea brain for you. The only fics I make a point of commenting on are ones written by someone I know, and then it's only because I worry that if I don't comment, the author will think I either didn't read it or didn't like it.

How comfortable are you with sharing your reading habits?
I'm actually pretty comfortable, but I have to be asked. I used to be a fic slut, meaning I would read just about anything and everything. Even mpreg. The only rule I had was that it had to be B/J (no B/other or J/other) centric. Now my tastes are a bit more refined: I won't read mpreg (unless it's tongue-in-cheek), or AU that's *too* AU (Brian and Justin meeting under completely different circumstances is fine, but they can't be vampires or anything, nor can it be in a different time period).

Another thing that has just recently changed is that I never used to read any other fandoms other than B/J. Lately I've been reading a lot of Luke/Noah fic from As The World Turns, which I started watching when I found out that there was a cute gay couple on the show. For some reason, I'm only interested in actual gay couples who are together on the show, rather than characters who are only together in someone's imagination.

Are there any fics out there that you like/dislike, but are hesitant to admit it?
I like most of Gaedhal's stuff, though I've seen her stuff referred to as badfic. *shrugs* And I'm not reluctant to admit it, but I dislike the whole concept of Brian/Mikey fic. In fact, I resent any author who paints Mikey in a positive light. Lol.